lately..

school: of course having too much stress (i think that's why i'm having migraines). i'm in need to step up my game. now, i don't even know if i really want to do nursing. i love art more than nursing but what good (paying) jobs can get me through art? i wanted to be an art teacher but since the teachers association is soo fucked up right now so being a teacher wouldn't be a great idea (and it was my last resort to be an art teacher too =/). bottom line, i know this might sound greedy but hey! it's my life. i don't want to be stuck in a dead end job, i would hate to see myself struggling in life, and i want to be happy and satisfied with life when it comes towards the end. i also want to be able to take care of my family. i want to nurture them and shower them with happiness and satisfaction. only if life was easy...

boyfriend: we're doing good. we are better than before. we have a lot of laughs and fun together. i'm so comfortable around him like i can do anything compared to before. i wouldn't talk to the salespeople, i had to force him to talk to them for me because i was shy lol. although, we do hit rough paths but we forget about it. I had to leave his house during may but i guess that's not going to happen because he knows my parents and i can't afford rent any where else so he kindly said i can stay here till i get settled with school. so it's been good so far...though, i forgot to say some things but i'm just going to keep it on the DL for now...

family: they're great. i can see my father is doing well since his cancer. i believe it's gone (i hope it's gone forever). he's been happier and being "a dad" haha. he still the amazingly funny guy i always known. arianna-marie, who's my niece that also has down syndrome is beautiful and smart. the last time i've seen her was in san diego. the weekend when my sister was going to get married. she progressed a lot. she counted up to 1-3o at first then i taught her how to count up to 40. she still very kind and very fun to be with. she always make me smile. the cutest thing she had done was that she said sorry right after she hit me and gave me a hug and a kiss. my heart just dropped with awe. my mother, two sisters and their husbands are also doing well. my parents are the best parents ever. i'm very glad that they're able to help me financially when something comes up. i appreciate everything they have done for me =D

friends: everyone is good. met new people and hopefully i get to meet more new people.

life itself: i'm not that satisfied with life yet but i hope one day i will be. i'm happy and somewhat satisfied because my family, kc, and my friends keep me sane and happy. i just really need faith in my life like how i have faith with me and kc. i need it to keep me on track with school. i need to boost myself and kick myself in the ass to do the things i NEED to do. i just hope one day, it will hit me and everything will be all good. =]