Thursday, December 18, 2008

nonsense

has responsibility, but doesn't do it.
has conclusions, but doesn't have a clue.
has dishonesty, you got that shit right.

why still amping?
because both sides are wrong
and both sides are the bad guys,
BOTH SIDES;
although, waiting for the third to reveal.

let's see how this shit goes down
when the verbatim is released.

dun dun dun

speaking like an inspiration,
when one doesn't focus on one's own life

also, i suggest return the offering.
i don't need a freebie of dishonesty

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

i'm done dealing!

missing pieces
waiting till expressed
then "it" will know why.
but back to reality..
NOW "it" wants action?

hmmmmm..
think real hard till you know what i'm thinking.

caring?
solving dilemmas?
now? present?
since when?
oh yeh..
till "that" happened right?
because you know shame is out of the question.
what really pisses me off.
you're doing it for yourself and not for unity,
amity,
closeness,
or should i say..us
damnnn.

but a protector and supporter for the other half.
if you didn't know,
what really hurts the most,
and the thing that will never be forgotten..
"SOLICITOUS" was out of the concept.
so why should i?
if it's gonna be how it is..
let it be!
because it's not my problem..
it's yours!
i really do have better things to do..
responsibilities that I have,
taking care of MY boyfriend,
having my OWN happiness,
controlling MY OWN life,
and dealing with my OWN shit
instead of dealing with 'this' bullshit.
I'M DONE! i'm done dealing with it.
i was done long time ago.
so get over it. 
btw..reeling someone into "the problem.."
wouldn't make it easier,
or better..
but worst.

because they don't know my side of the story,
which they will never know
because its OUR problem NOT THEIRS.
so stop making it their problem. FAK!
ONE MORE THING..
stop being a fake..................
because it IS PATHETIC.
 
"i will not deal with FAKE people who doesn't present themself truthfully" [PERIOD]

NOTE: left it in a fragmentation form. there are spaces that's empty. YOU figure it out