if feeling...

irked.

damn, dealing with some things, which they shouldn't be dealt with, is dealing with. ya get?? =/

hunger for hungry

turning..

rumbling..

waiting..

empty..

screaming..

wanting..

reminiscing..

& telling your mind all sorts of things..

this is what hunger does to you haha

good kine food in hawai'i

mochiko chicken, korean chicken, zippy's chilli, spam musubi, sushi, chicken katsu, poi, kailua pork with da cabbage, ahi poke, tako [octopus], da watermelon candy [used to be 99 cents but i think its dolla now], kaki mochi..oh yeh shirokiya get the besssssst japanese food. [ouuuweee..broke da mout]

oh and drinks..hawaii's fruit punch, hawaii's iced cappuccino coffee, kona coffee [even though i never taste 'em but i heard da bugga is good], hawaiian sun: apple ice tea [bugga is winnas], lilikoi passion, guava, mango-orange drink, tropical iced tea, passion orange, and gotta taste the ice tea lychee

bugga is gooooood. damn, i miss hawaii. luckily, i'm going back home in december to my ohana and my friends [sorry, i don't know the hawaiian word for friends lol]. oOoOo and going to see my old hale..1 and 2. honoruru and kalihi lol

garanz i goin gain 20 pounds when i go back lol.

hawaii is where the legit and authentic..good kine food stay. cannot wait =D

school?

one word..

"forced"

life

choices.control. love.hate. right.wrong. happy.sad. 

disappoint.anger. productive.lazy. time.late. 

occupation.spoiled. money.bum. family.friends. 

husband.fiance. boyfriend.crush. flow.predict.

art.craft. creative.book-smart. intelligence.stupid. 

try.loser. healthy.sick. popular.loner. skinny.fat. 

walk.run. day.night. active.lethargic. hope.negativity. 

faith.mistrust. honesty.lie. fate.death. life? deal with it. 

it's either, or..but most, could be both.

life is hard; though, if you went through phases..

it's not simple nor hard, it's just right.

just try, then you'll succeed, even though you don't

think you did..there will be a glimpse before your eyes.

only if thee could follow words instead of mind;

although, the heart are thee words and thee mind.

for me, at this instant, life is good so far..love life=complete.

jidders

as quoted, "patience is a virtue." 

every moment can be a contrast.

bright; different textures..colors.

either here or there; i remain under.

random or similar; compared to the past sun hours .

either wasting, stalling, or stealing time.

thinking, reminiscing; broken thoughts.

have time? take a drag.

stepping in smooth tiles.

through a swift of coldness or through the cabinets.

fattening foods equals happy equals in love.

image? there's no such thing.

lust? of course. ha.

though despite lust..motivation and inspiration [PERIOD]

hmm..nostalgic memories still sit in my thoughts.

and in reality, STILL roaming.

if boredom is out of the picture, the time is in a snap.

either hearing singing, 

conversational gossip, 

slippers slash shoes clicking, 

or those big doors that in thee end..thud.

walking through the doors is a man, whom i love and feel deeply.

looking at each other, exchanges a smile and the words "hi babe!"

feeling adrenaline, 

jidders,

heart pumping like crazy, 

excitement, which i wanna scream with joy,

and the feeling that beats them all..butterflies.

fuck waiting..

picking up my feet as fast as i can..

in a moment, i feel like i'm flying;

he caught me in mid-air.

ends with a make-out session and amazing feelings, which we never felt before.

love? i definitely have it for sure. =)